Since I’m not doing anything at work apart from reblog things on Tumblr, I might as well get all up close and personal. I wish that I wasn’t so terrible about getting things done when I said I would get them done. My inability to get things done on time is seriously starting to affect my life. I have a job that I’m so passionate about, and I have the best work environment and I love it. But I’m so bad at being productive that I’m constantly feeling guilty that I’m not doing my part and other people are picking up my slack. I feel too guilty to be proud of my accomplishments at work because I feel like I didn’t do enough to deserve ownership over my own projects. Even now I said I was going to get an hour of work done and make it home by midnight (flexible hours). And yet it’s 12:30 and I haven’t even started that hour yet. I’ve checked Facebook, scrolled through Tumblr, taken Buzzfeed quizzes, but no work. I wish I could say “I don’t know what’s wrong with me!” Except I do know, and I don’t know how to fix it apart from sheer determination. But how do you work at fixing your fatal flaw when your fatal flaw is… being adverse to doing work?